Hello! [:

Early in the morning 7am,mahen called me up and asked if i received the msg from MOE. I didnt receive any,because i was dumb enough to forgot to leave my handphone no. and email. hahahaha,got laughed. -.- at least i managed to get into ngee ann poly,health science (nursing). the highest points in ngee ann. but nvrm cos mahen also get into the course as me! yah,can go school and have lunch together everyday! [:

Today morning went to eat breakfast with boyfriend and jonathan at jurong point. -,- lol,after that both went to work and i went to causeway to look for dajie,huixian as i was free. Watch her working,then we went walkwalk,chitchatting. Zhengxu came and we went to eat dinner. I cant believe that i was at dajie's workplace for 6hours. hhaahha,bored ah. nothing to do at home. the whole day was like.....filled with boredom. ^^ 

Now currrently at home using fb and watching tv. byeeee.

HIIIIIIIIII! alamak,so long liao and i didnt do anything to this blog. [: but now i am gonna do so. It has been more than 2months then i am busying with my holidays. hehehe,kekek ah holidays. hmm,initially i worked at fareast,however i quitted le for some reasons. now i am searching for a new job,but it seem like i am fussy,therefore i couldnt find anyone till now. Everyday go out,no income also jialat,my dad dont gives me allowance,have to depend in myself,even though sometimes he does when i asked but not much. sian uhh.friends are all either working or schooling,while i am rotting. hahahaa,lol. but sometimes i also get to meet them. for now,i really miss my classmates and schoolmates,speacilly my dardar nadiah and syiqah and my kakak efah. i didnt really get to see them after our o level results. Ohya,when i talked about my o level result,that was a bad one. hoping to get into poly,even though the courses that i eligable were like...not so good. [: (a better word than lousy *wink*) tmr will be able to know le,praying hard.

Many things did happened recently,and it all happened for a reason. Mostly were on my relationship. Lets dont talk about it,it was all past. cheer up and smile for the right people. After all this happened,i am afraid but i got to be strong no matter what happens. I will just have to say,i cant be too kind-hearted and think for other before i think for myself. All i have to do is love myself more than anyone.

nadiahdardar: i miss you,and it is really. we said that we wanted to go work together after all these jobs that you took,but ended you wanna stay in your current job. kinda upset,but still i cant interfer you. you are bus,just dont forget me and stay in contact whenever you free. understand? (': and know what whenever you need me  i will be there,just beep me up! *dont liddat le la,the more i think about it,the more angry i am* heheeee.

kakakefah: hey,where are you? you mia with me uh,alamak. so busy with work,the lasttime i seen you was the release of o level results and you were gone from there. currently are you fine with your life? regardless of any answer,you can look up fpr me. msg me is all it takes. i miss you,my secondary school life sister!

syiqah(haha): wei! asshole,haaha. like bitch sia, tmr you working alrdy,work hard and earn lots of money then treat this poor bitch out to eat. hehehe,if you got the heart,you will de. anyway,call me up whenever you need anything. thanks for being a listneing ear when i need. meet up sssoooooooooooonnnnn.

annisa: eh you,i long time nvr see you alrdy. you also work,no life ah. hahahaa,bassket ah. alamak,you stay so near me,also nvr ask me out! angry alrdy ah,no laa. just kidding. faster lei,go out together! {: misses.

nani: wei minah! ahahhahaa,busy with working uh? got lobangs or not? i also wanna work ah,see you guys work like hell,confirm earn a lot seh. contact ah! [: *like ahlian ah* heheee,step one.

wanlin: Thanks for being there for me. [: loves,you take care and study hard. dont play liao,free to meet me go eat dinner,i also happy. this is sgort and sweet,not sweet and sour pork hor! hehehee.

miksze: hi,thanks for being with me,accompany with me for sometimes. and now no more vulgurities le hor,if not later you say i teach you one. bad girl! [: study harad also,wish you are able to go poly after 2years.

Brothers and sisters: love you guys! [: i cannot say the word 'i' cos this is only for guoyixing. heheee,,haahhah. mushy sia,alamak. those who are schooling,dont stressed up,i am here when you want me to meet up! those working,take care fo your health,and drink lots of water. keep in touch!

Classmates: gathering lei! [: i miss all of you!

Boyfriend: i cant ask for more. i know we quarrelled for some reasons,i dont wanna say out. but i really really dont want this to happens again,for the same reason. you get what i mean? all i want to say is,i love you and i dont wish to wish to lose you in any way. I wont promise you forever,but i will definitely love you day by day. <3

Hmm,ya. i shall end here! [: see you guys.

Wa,i didnt update for almost one week. Heheehe,today i am back again,but will be busy for another few days before i am free? Mayb.

Past one week was busying studying for o levels. Managed to do my english,maths and chem. Today was physics,i think i flunk it. I just did a careless mistake,some i dont know how to do so i left it blank. It is alright,no point crying over spilled milk. Hope everything goes well. Just have to tahan for another few more exams. All the best! Tmr is geograpy people and i dont plan to do anything,mayb later i will read up? yea,mayb ya. [: Cosi  know i will flunk it too,my combined humanities are very bad! I dont it anyway. So ya,jiayou and pull it through.

This saturday going for chingay with dajie and carmen,bet it a great one. If you guys wanna join,quickly come. There are still slots,and it is many. :P Kay,now i am going to facebook! Byeee.

You: I know we have been through many rainy and stormy days these few days. We will go through it together with our smiley faces,and we are so going to enjoy after Os. Hehehe,but even though you are working,so am i,just remember to keep in touch. You cant just leave liddat,you get me?! Hahaha,like threatening sia,i know you are not scare cos you are stronger ma! And i am weak. Conclusion is: I am weak,and you are strong. Hence,you will be able to help me up again. {: Hmm,i love you. You know that,we will see a rainbow soon,so dont worry.

Sorry blog,ytd i didnt update you.

22.10.10: Went to school for self-study. Same daily routine,but today i was early,i met zhengxu at fajar lrt,and waited for the rest at fajar coffee shop. Ate and went to school,took maths paper to practice. Went home after i done with my things,the rest i forgot le. [:

You: I was shocked that you called me when you are otw to tuition.

Today,same routine. Ate at fajar then to school for chemistry remedial. After that I,nad,nani and syiqah went to fajar mac to eat our late breakfast. Nani and syiqah went home,so left me and nad. I accompanied her to bangkit,and we sat under the void deck chit chatting. [:

Went home to sleep,and the rain was so scary. I saw thunder! OMG^^ Hmm,actually nad wanted to go jogging with me at 6,but the rain ruined everything. -.- So i cooked spagetti for nad,jianteng and bf. Met Nad first,accompanied her to bangkit as she wanted to buy bubbletea but it was closed. So we walked around before going up to her house. She ate a mouth of spagetti only,at least she tried. [: Ws it nice? IDK. But i think it was alright. Then met jianteng and bf at around plaza there. Queinten,his gf and jan was also there,didnt know. He and jianteng ate the spagetti,they was full and i forced them to eat. Who asked them to eat at the coffee shop there,smart alex. hahaha! sorry ya,[:  Went to slack and chat nonsense,laughed like hell. :P

Reached home by 10.30 and now currenly drinking tea and updating my blog.

YOU: I was disappointed with you twice today. First,I told you that i will be cooking spagetti for you and you knew it. So i asked you not to eat at outside but you claimed that you will not be full after eating the spagetti that i cooked. So you went to eat with jianteng,ended up i forced you and jianteng to eat. Bobian,i cooked it with my heart and you told me that you were full when you knew that i cooked a share for you. Nvrm,secondly was i thought you would accompanied to walk home. Who knows you didnt. I made an effort to look for you,but what? Nvrm,i know you are tired. But at least,you would stroll down together.  I got Shot in my small little tiny weeny heart for twice. And this is not the first time you allow me to go home myself. It is also twice. Forget it,I'll forgive you. Who asks me to love you? For you,i will. Remember this sentence. Goodnight. </3

Byeeee!   

Today had o level science practical,it was difficult. OMG,i am so gonna flunk it. hahaha,hmm. Nvrm,work harder on the written work and MCQ.

Morning,i was late and got him waited for me for 5minutes. Opp,ssorrry. Then went to eat at fajar with dajie and co.,the everyday routine if we are going to school. [: Practical examination ended at 12.32. Everyone was like ' wa,so difficult,die laa...'. hahaahha! I,nad,annisa my plumpass and syiqah ate in the canteen then off to fajar mac after nad done her things. We sat in the mac eating and happily chatting,went home to sleep after that. {: look like pig. hahhaaa.

Thanks Nad for being there for me whenever i need her most of the time. [: I LOVE YOU. 

Boyfriend,YIXING: Today we had an 'arguement' again? Hmm, You did change,seriously. You wont know,but i can see. Lets dont drag in the other here. I sent you a long message,touched and got cried? I wanna know actually how you feel. I dont want either of us get hurt ine the end. Breakup dont solve anything,but it is just runnig away,being coward. You wanna me to remind you? Of course i dont mind,That's why i am staying right here,and i am not gonna walk away from you. (: You know i love you right? So dont stab me in my heart with my own love for you. kay? ALWAYS STAYING HERE BY YOUR SIDE,JENNY. <3

Tmr have Maths remedial,gonna sleep early before i got scolded from b. GOODNIGHT.

Today had Chemistry remedial.

In the morning,texted nad and met her,nani and syiqah at bangkit there. They planned to cooked some food at nad's house,and we kiasu so we went to buy the roti prata too. Went to her house,they were cooking,i didnt do anything but to eat. So good of them to treat me like a princess,hahaa. Kay,anyhow only. [: hmm,we watch movie and relax like nobody's business. At 12plus,we went to school.

Had remedial,and ended at 3 liddat. And when we stay put in class,suddenly i dont why my kakak cried. }: i asked her,she just wouldnt want to tell me. After that at the foyer got dont know what program,almost the whole of my class participate for no reason. hahaha,mayb for fun? hmm,had a small musical performance followed by a latin dance practice. Funny man,cos the guys were like figuring out how to shake their hips. hahahaa! Went home at 5. [:

To kakak efah: Kakak,what happened to you today? Dont sad kay? You know i am here,even though we are not that close as previously. Stay happy with whoever you are with and wherever you are. [: ADEK is here. LOVE YOU.

To you: i was wondering what would happen if i were not by your side one day? i mean what if,i dont really mean it. I know i was weird today and yknow it is all because of you. Last night i was really neglected by you totally,you were playing your games. -.- Almost everytime,it was liddat. Your daily routine? I cant change it,but i am sure you can. Why not you ask the games to be your 'girlfriend',the one who will be there with you when you need her? I was really sort of pissed that why i slept early. And i also didnt talk to you much when we were in school. I didnt that because i wanna let you to know that i am a human,not a ball when you needed me,you get. And when you dont need me,you go with your own things. I am not interupting your freedom,neither i am holding onto you very tightly. Think,didnt i ever really do that to you? You can consider me as a good girlfriend,but not a perfect one,i am trying to be one for the sake of you. Do you know that? Hope you do. I LOVE YOU.  

Lastly tmr is o level pratical,jiayou to everyone taking it. [: ALL THE BEST!

Today is my another 5-years classmate's birthday and her name is aAyiqah,but i always call her Syiqah. Her name long to pronounce ah,hahaha! kay,setakat. -.-  Wish you a pleaseant and happy birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIQAH! :D

Woke up early in the morning just to go for Chemistry remedial,but it is okay for sake of consulting cheryl cheong some of my doubts. {: thanks,she is my favourite teacher in school,that's why i go. haha,no la. Just kidding. Hmm,waited for guo yi xing for like 15minutes sia. walao,i was idiot walking here and there he came. Went to eat at Fajar with my dajie;huixian and co. After that jiu headed to school for remedial.

During the remedial,we all were like so attentive. Hhaha,but still got abit noisy. Bell rang,remedial's over. We sang a birthday song for ayiqah. She must be so happy. :P Then went to canteen with most my classmates. They eat and i see. Dajie and co.,nad,nani and syiqah went over to the basketball court. The boys were playing basketball while the girls were happily doing our own things. Slowly dajie,nad,nani and syiqah went off,i have to stay to wait for him,my boyfriend. >.< As i promised him that i would accompany him to change his book. Hmm,at 3 we left and went to plaza. Go there and get his tasks done. At 4 jiu go home le.

Now currently using facebook and later mayb going to do some revision,thursday o level practical. Good luck to those who going to take this o level examination. [: Tmr still have remedial,but not as early as today.

Bye, <3

Today woke up and slept back many times,also dont know why. At 11plus,i went to bathed. After that i called boyfriend,called him so many times dont want to pick up. Finally after the dont know which calls,he answered. He went to get ready,then we meet nad and fahmy at yewtee. Went to CCK to meet annisa,lot one to meet nani and syiqah. Ate at Food Culture and chitchat abit. Nani passed syiqah her advance birthday present,the annisa passed nani her present. Nani didnt expect us to buy her a wristlet from Calorino. Syiqah also didnt expect that. We bought her a Keds shoe. Both of them love the presents,glad that they love. [: Thanks to those people who bought the presents for us first.

 After that,went off to study. Actually wanted to study at libray,but no place for all of us to sit together,so we went to mac. There also no place to sit. So nvrm,went all went to Limbang mac without nani,she went home. Studied at there for around 2hours,and annisa,me and yixing went off. So left with nad,fahmy and syiqah. SYIQAH,DONT BE A LAMPPOST THERE! *wicked laugh* 

Currently at home blogging now,boyfriend is having tuition now. [: And also msging with nani! Tmr is syiqah's birthday!

I wanna wish her a HAPPYBIRTHDAY!

LOVEYOUTOO.

Kay bye,tmr post somemore,have to sleep early as tmr got remedials in school.

Hannani is my 5-years secondary classmate. We started to be close when we are sec 3,i think. And today is her birthday,i wanna wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! But too bad,i cant go out. ]: Dad dont allow. Nvrm,at least she knew my sincere here. [:

Once again HAPPYBIRTHDAY! 

ILOVEYOU!

Another 2more days will be my another 5-years classmate's birthday. [:

Helo,i am back to blog again.

Ytd argued with my damn dad,noisy like hell. Now i cant go out until i finish my o levels. -.- Boring sia,staying at home for the whole day is like being locked in a cage and have nothing to do.

Early in the morning at 5.45,boyfriend messaged me that he was otw home. At that time,i was dreaming of him and randomly woke up his message and so i replied him immediately. Went back to sleep again after he reached home,until 12plus i woke up. Washed up,cooked spagetti and ate with my mum. Currently eating too,[: later have to iron my clothes then go bathe. Maybe later in the evening i going out to meet either my boyfriend or nad,my dear.

Kay,i will blog again tmr if i got time. see ya. [: